Longing

You of the fiercest gaze 

both in deep anger and great joy 

behind the smile ever of a boy 

that could set the world ablaze... 

 

How could I even try to return your love? 

 

You whose curls fall down your back 

broad and full of muscles lean 

strong enough to return me to my track 

and I thought I never would've seen... 

 

Are you proud of me from home above? 

 

You who blind me with bright light 

and grant me your most loving kiss 

with gentle hands that plague me to write 

and stare at the worst kind of abyss... 

 

Do you really know what I'm made of? 

 

Sorry that I'm yet to learn how to love who I am 

and that I'm yet to feel the warmth coming from your chest... 

If only I could give you now what you gave me then... 

My only hope is to fulfill our heart's main request... 

 

Tell me, will I ever be enough?

 

11/05/2025