Dark side of the moon

I don't mean to pressure

but you like how I'm open,

so let me just say

that yours is the grace

of falling on all fours

only if you bother

to face

what comes out of your pores,

as clear as water

for anyone to see

for otherwise 

you play

as if you are wild 

but instead, remain a child,

just a kitten

in disguise

and if it's real,

as in nature

all beasts know how they feel

and there's no fire

that can't burn a liar

if not to his muse,

to himself

not to delve

in what he says in the wee hours

but uses the comfort of any excuse

and one-sided broken heart

in its distance

and small fun

of working too hard

in being fair and direct

only to run

from the true aspect

of the mere chance

of anything

to happen

unless it's just some words 

you say to me

like you may have had to other girls

since it's easy,

because only then,

may be this the moment you can say you heard

even before it gets to hurt

and make me queasy

that you have lost my respect,

you are not honest

claiming so very confused

with something as obviously simple

as infection causes a pimple

for I don't mean to sound like a cunt,

just wish you an act coherent

with what you want

and what you give

and all else I can forgive,

and grant as present

even what you may not expect

from my land that is golden

and sacred terrain,

even its pleasure.

what if I was already in love?

you don't know who you are dealing with,

my good friend...

23/10/2020